“Sounds good. Anxious, but I’ll see you soon.” Sent @12:27PM

02.03.2020 If you're reading the title of this post. That was the last text message I sent to my cousin. She is about to pick me up for the first time, in a very long time. Since before I got a car and started driving. Roughly, 3 years ago. But as of January 25th, 2020 … Continue reading “Sounds good. Anxious, but I’ll see you soon.” Sent @12:27PM

“We’re Fine, I’m Fine, You’re Fine”

January 22st 2020 The snow is falling and the road is covered in a blanket of snow, Dylan and I are on our way home on a Sunday night at 10:30PM. My breathe is quaking and I slowly start turning up the radio. Every time I feel the wheels lose their friction, the anxiety I … Continue reading “We’re Fine, I’m Fine, You’re Fine”

People who I Love and Appreciate: My Boyfriend Dylan (Part 9)

Sunday, Sept. 22nd, 2019 So, last but not least I am writing about my boyfriend Dylan, the journey of these posts have helped me dramatically. It has reminded me that I am blessed with a lot of people to love and a lot of people to love me. Not that I didn't know that already … Continue reading People who I Love and Appreciate: My Boyfriend Dylan (Part 9)

People who I Love and Appreciate: My Best Friend Brianna and My Best Friend Ashley (Part 8)

Friday, Sept. 20th, 2019 I thought that it would be appropriate to write about my best friends. My best friend Brianna turned 21 today. My Best Friend Brianna - To start, Brianna and I have been best friends since Kindergarten. Brianna was 3 years old and I was 4 years old. She has been my … Continue reading People who I Love and Appreciate: My Best Friend Brianna and My Best Friend Ashley (Part 8)

People who I Love and Appreciate: My Father and My Step-Mother Ashley (Part 7)

Thurs, Sept. 19th, 2019 Oh man, another very emotional post. I started tearing up so many times and had to take breaks so many times. It was crazy. My Father - When I was younger, I had a very hard time getting close to my dad. I thought that he'd rather hang out with my … Continue reading People who I Love and Appreciate: My Father and My Step-Mother Ashley (Part 7)

People who I love and Appreciate: My Mother and My Sister Robin (Part 6)

Wednesday, Sept. 18th, 2019 My Mother - My mom and I have always been pretty close, she is someone who I can go to and talk about anything to. When I was younger I would talk to her about my troubles with my dad and with my cousin Chloe. She was always a great ear … Continue reading People who I love and Appreciate: My Mother and My Sister Robin (Part 6)

People who I love and Appreciate: My Cousins Kaleb, Chloe and Jared (Part 5)

Wed, Sept. 18th, 2019 Kaleb - When Kaleb and I were younger I have a vivid memory of him and Josh always playing on the computer right next to each other. Their backs were turned from us and I remember them laughing and talking about their game they were playing at the time. Usually they … Continue reading People who I love and Appreciate: My Cousins Kaleb, Chloe and Jared (Part 5)

People who I Love and Appreciate: Morgan and My Neice Estelle (Part 4)

Sept. 15th, 2019 Morgan - When I meet Morgan, I met her when I was pretty young. I don't exactly remember the first time we met, but I'm sure it was interesting. Some of my best memories with Morgan started when her and my brother broke up. Morgan and I would talk everyday. She told … Continue reading People who I Love and Appreciate: Morgan and My Neice Estelle (Part 4)

People who I Love and Appreciate: My Brother Josh and his Friend Kevin (Part 3)

Mon, Sept. 9, 2019 This is the first post so far that has me very emotional. I cried and teared up a lot writing this post about my brother. My Brother Josh - When we were younger, my brother and I went through a lot together. We saw a lot of heartbreak and hard times. … Continue reading People who I Love and Appreciate: My Brother Josh and his Friend Kevin (Part 3)